.....denial......

I have excuses. Many of them.
So many of them are so skillful, sometimes I even believe them myself!

In my first post, I promised a weigh-in and measurements....
I haven't done it yet...and I have no good reason.
My "excuse" is that I don't have a soft measuring tape, which I could easily buy at Wal-Mart....

The truth of the matter is that I don't want to see how big I am.
That would make it real....
I don't know if I can handle it. But I'm going to have to face it.
So I'll make another promise: I'll buy that measuring tape within the next 24 hours.