Saturday, February 13, 2010

damn it.....


I have to lose 20# in two months.
Not the healthiest approach, but I feel so fat, that I hate myself...
I just feel rolls around my middle.
I don't want my husband to touch (even though I still want sex...try and figure THAT out)....

So deny. I need to deny myself.....
Everything.

I am not liking myself right now...

PS I promise to weigh in after my monthly crap is over. I KNOW I GAINED A TON :(

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